Got very high at a friends house on what seemed to be an endless supply of weed and we share two 2 liter bottle of soda. I had the best nights sleep when I got home I'm trying not to take drugs when I'm depressed. I only do drugs when I am happy and I'm only doing the lite stuff no opiates, no pill, no hallucinatory stuff, nothing concentrated.

I'm currently working on An Empty Apocalypse but here is what else might happen
Movie Ideas

Hooks in my skin- a paranoid Love triangle

lightning Ice cream- abstract short

Commune- twisted retelling of Peter Pan

Wedding Portrait- True Crime Trilogy #1 Based on the Moor Murders

Folk Heroes- True Crime Trilogy #2 based on Columbine killers

Soft: The Bingo toy and what they found in there- True Crime Trilogy #3 based on The Hello Kitty Murder  

fucking- A short about Christmas

Adore- A film about a psychopath told through his perspective

Eating Babies- on't know what it's about but I think it's a great title 

I've now stopped give a flying fuck about sex anymore. Most good looking people are creeps. They say ignorance is bliss so I'll be a happy gay male who masturbates a lot in Fantasy Land. The problem is the reality is too boring and ugly. I hope if I feel lonely in this plane of existence someone in another feels the same. Right now I feel totally fine with being a virgin. Getting fucked in over rated.

I wanted to make this for myself and people like me because it seems that the social stigma of mental illness has made people like me out to be looked on as weak, helpless, or dangerous. My name is Steven I have clinical depression, ADD, and schizoaffective disorder. I don't know if this is a healing thing or any of that crap I am just trying to help people in away I guess.